"Yeah, tell me about it," Neil says, and laughs about it, because he's had a little while to get used to it. It's weird. But Caleb isn't making it weird.

And, Christ, the way he can just move him like that. There's a swooping, fluttering feeling in his stomach that's just like normal, just like every time they've tried something new together. That's all this is. Something new together. Neil stays wound close, their hips moving.

Softly, he asks, "Do you want to take my top off?"