It's still slow, a bit considerate, but there's the edge to it that he wants right now. They can be sweet and dreamy next to each other for the rest of the night, for as long as Harry will have him here. But this is, Harry's hands on his skin and mouth against his, is an affirmation.

He's alive. He made it through. This will not leave a deep mark on him.

Neil leans back into the pillows a little, trying to fit himself underneath Harry. His warmth and weight are just as reassuring as his touch.