"I'm glad he's happy," Neil says, and means it in a way. He wants him to be happy, and that seems to be happening from the little bit he's managed to glean from what's going on with him and Anthony. He tries not to pry.

Neil looks out over the crowd. It's a good crowd and the music is loud enough to drown out a lot of the noise in his head.

"And I deserve to have a good time."