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Neil's had enough to drink that it all seems like a good idea, but not enough that he's impaired, that this could be taken as a terribly bad idea. He's had enough that the idea has had time to really seem like a great idea, by the time he pulls his phone out and nervously sends a text. A quiet invitation. Maybe he shouldn't be so bold to assume anything, but he doesn't think he's assuming a damn thing. And, after all, it's not like the text said anything as presumptuous as come over let's fuck--Neil isn't nearly so crass as all that. But it's a clear sort of invitation, in private together.

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Neil's own blush comes back, a manic thing across his whole face and down his neck, onto his chest. There's this little beat in his chest, this curious blossom that wants to ask if they're about to try doing more than just rubbing against each other, because God, that sounds spectacular. He can't make the words come. Steve doesn't seem able to articulate it either.

But Neil can say, "Yeah." He can breathlessly, meekly confess, "And condoms? If...we need those?"

He still thinks they're a bit silly. It's not like he can get pregnant or something. But he's got them because he's been told it's the smart thing to have, since he's sexually active. For now, though, he carefully gets off Steve's lap and leans over to get the lube, at least.

That blush suits him and Steve gets distracted for a moment.

"I just thought we could make everything a bit slicker." Now it's his turn to blush darkly. "For now, at least?"

"Yeah," Neil says, easy as anything, and he smiles. With lube in hand, he leans back over, and he kisses Steve, brief, assuring. Even after he's pulled back from the kiss, he sort of lingers right there.

"I," he says after a second, "I'm gonna take my shorts off. So they don't get any more dirty than they area. But you don't have to."

He's gotten used to these quiet, closely guarded negotiations in the bedroom.

The idea of being completely naked right then sounds perfect, and Steve doesn't hesitate before he strips off his own shorts, dropping them at the side of the bed. He curls his fingeres around his cock, squeezing, as he looks up at Neil.

The fact that Steve does, without question or hesitation, makes Neil’s head spin a little bit. He’s used to clumsy fumbling and slowness and assurances in the dark, and Steve is far from that, even if he’s not quite on even ground. It draws him in. He falls to kissing him again, hungry, emboldened, laying out beside him as he pushes his shorts off himself and then joins Steve in touching, squeezing.

He wants to put his mouth on him again. The thought of it pushes a low, needy noise out of him.

Neil's fingers close over Steve's, stroking his cock, and Steve whimpers, turning to catch his mouth in a kiss.

"Any way I can get you back to exactly where you were before?"

Neil smiles against the kiss, nodding a little bit. He puts the lube on Steve's chest with a bit of a chuckle and then, with a flutter of nerves that has everything to do with them being skin to skin this time, he slides back onto his lap.

It's not so different as having the thin layers of cotton separating them. He rolls his hips back against Steve a little, leans down and kisses him again.

Looking up at Neil, Steve squirts some lube into his palm and then reaches around, slicking his own cock and, after a moment's hesitation, letting his fingers stray into the cleft of Neil's ass, getting everything good and slippery.

"You want to do yourself, or...?"

The touch, brushing knuckles and then slick, cool fingers, is all a little much in the moment. Neil shivers and bites his lip to keep from making a regrettable noise. He pushes back into it, feeling that slick slide of their bodies.

"Touch me," he breathes, a little quiet and desperate as he moves.

Steve moves his slick hand around, grazing Neil's hip and then cools his fingers around his cock, starting to stroke him in time with the slow rock of their hips.

It's almost too much. Neil tilts his head back as they move, breathes roughly. With the lube, it does feel easier, more desperate. He shakes and sighs and grabs at Steve's shoulder, thumb smudging briefly against the shape of Steve's collarbone.

They rock together and it feels even more like fucking, now everything is slick and sliding so easily. Steve groans softly, keeps up the rock of his hips, the slide of his fist around Neil's cock.

"You feel so fucking good," he breathes.

It's a messy thing, the way they move, now that there's lube. Neil's careful, because he's aware that one wrong move could be very painful. But he's also enthusiastic. God, it feels good. He nods, and laughs softly. "You too. God, yeah."

He squeezes Neil's cock gently, stroking him in time with the rock of their hips, rubbing his thumb over the slick head. He reaches up with his other hand, grabbing Neil's shoulder and pulling him down for a long slow kiss.

It's a lingering, messy kiss, the angle just a little awkward because neither one of them wants to give up moving. Neil does shift a little bit. More than not wanting to give up the position, he doesn't quite want to give up the way that Steve is touching him, how good that feels. But it feels good to kiss, to move against him, and so that seems worth it.

"Shit," he breathes against Steve's mouth. "Shit, I...almost..."

"Almost what?" says Steve, pretty sure that he knows the answer, but wanting to hear Neil say it, all the same. He strokes Neil's cock with a practiced roll his wrist, getting used to stroking somebody else, getting used to make someone feel else feel good.

It's embarrassing to say it out loud, to make the words come. But he almost doesn't need to. Steve touches him, confident about it now, unabashed and unashamed of it, and Neil chokes out a little, "Gonna come," because he's almost there.

With all the slickness and teasing, the way their hips nudge against each other, he can imagine what it would be like to have Steve inside him. Maybe some other time. If there is another time.

And it's incredibly, ridiculously, unexpectedly hot, to hear that, to be told that. He keeps up the stroke of his hand, the rock of his hips. He doesn't know if he's far off himself. He lets out a soft groan.

It's hardly anything else. He barely manages a few more shifts and strokes after he's said it before he makes a mess between them, over Steve's fingers and onto his stomach. It feels a mess, and he tucks his head to the side, panting, blushing, as he rides the wave of sensation. He doesn't stop moving, wanting to keep it good for Steve too.

It's a little bit of a shock, the feeling of Neil's come splashing over his skin, but it's also pretty hot and it doesn't take more than another few thrusts of his hips before Steve's teetering on the edge himself.

"Just..." He swallows, his back arching. "Just need a little bit more."

Neil shifts a little bit, just enough to realign their hips. Rather than rubbing his ass against Steve, he rocks his hips against him, hips rolling lazily. He almost wishes he was still hard, still on the verge of things and not just sensitive and starting to soften. With the lube, it makes slipping and sliding against each other an easy thing.

He sort of laughs, just a breathless thing, mouth brushing Steve's chin. "If lube didn't taste so weird, I'd blow you again."

His dick slides against Neil's, and it feels pretty ridiculously good and, for a moment, Steve can't hold a single clear thought in his head. He tilts his head to catch Neil's mouth with his.

"It tastes so freaking gross." He laughs. "Shit. Maybe later."

"Maybe later," Neil agrees, smiling against Steve's mouth. He slides his hand between them to curl around Steve's cock, stroking even as his hips keep gently rocking against him too. He almost wants to go for it even if the lube would taste bad. It would be worth it.

"C'mon," he murmurs between smudged kisses. "C'mon, Steve, lemme feel it. I wanna feel you come."

And it's Neil's voice, Neil murmuring to him like something from a porno that pushes Steve over the edge altogether. He comes, gasping, his mouth crushed against Neil's, trembling and thrusting up towards him.

He rocks and kisses his way through it, sighing, eating up every noise that Steve makes and stroking him right through. He didn't move just yet, until Steve was more still, and Neil feels more confident about safely sliding to the side.

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