Gabriel leans into Neil for a second, head against his hip as Neil's fingers tangle in his hair. It's different, it's so different than when he'd ever done this with Noel. He's ashamed of how much he wants it, of how much he aches even though he's already spent himself. In Neil's mouth.

His fingers curl around Neil's cock again and he strokes slowly, just breathing for a second before he leans closer, kissing his way to the tip. His tongue swirls around him briefly before he guides Neil into his mouth with a quiet moan. He closes his eyes as he bobs his head as low as he can.